Second Entry - Gut Feelings

It is night, and yet as tired as I am, I still withhold sleep. Not everyone is home yet, it always makes sleeping difficult for me. Even certain people who other people claim I do not see as family, if they are not home before bed time I worry about them. There is a tightness in my gut, a slight sickly feeling leaving you wanting to vomit but having no real physical urge to do so.

I am never sure if these feelings are justified at all, however there have definitely been times when my gut urge was spot on completely undeniably justified. This leads to the conundrum of having a complete lack of understanding of when false positives occur.

So this owl will continue the night prowl. There is internet content to be consumed, games to play, and music to delve into.

On a side note, what is it about the lateness of the hour which gives rise to uneasiness. Is it just simply that the common pattern is broken? Is it genuine concern? Perhaps some instinctual urge to protect those you love, even if it is in a slightly controlling manner, wanting them to be home at a certain point. Who knows..